182019

I feel so hopeless. 

I feel so lonely. 

I feel so mean. 

I feel so selfish. 

I feel I should be happy for you. 

I feel I can't be. 

I feel that makes me maybe the worst friend in the world. 

Not maybe, definitely. 

I feel I'm not your friend anymore, though. 

I feel like I don't know why I'm not. 

I feel myself missing you. 

I feel angry at myself for missing you. 

I feel like I want to find my way back to you. 

I feel that I can't find it. 

I feel god has forsaken me. 

I feel incomplete.

I feel lost. 

I feel. 

Help me.